Monday, May 15, 2006
i`ll make an effort to be happy.i`ll oso make an effort to appear strong.
happy?
dun be so sensitive la.
oh pls, GETALYFE.
im seriously tired.
YAWNS.
thx ima for lending mr ue i not stupid 2 CD.
but 2nd tym watching it..
not touching anymore.
=(
was still hoping for a gr8 laugh and a gr8 cry.
hahahs,.
its nice of u anw..
=)
tml is class outing..
BBQ!!
i wanna eat leh.
so tis oso means i have to SLEEP earlier.
(: *contented smile*
and den,des didnt acc me to cut hair,ok,wadeva,shes scared,or wad u call tt.
or pai seh.
tis weekend is rather NICE and a happy one,
no mugging,instead,i got a super-doooo-per nice tym toking to u.
(:
i guess theres no such times anymore
of cos..theres sth bout u i cant deny
u`ve changed.
u`re more serious..more mature n i realise u are more distant
much more distant den in the past.
mayb tts a gd sign,
u`re finally growing up,being nice to ppl lik me is not worth it anw.
but to say the truth..i still miss the old you.
but obviously..after quite some tym,
u`ll jus treat me as a total joker
hu crapps wif u.
an irritant.
so i tink..
its better to stop all tis crap
wadeva issit,i hope tym can heal all wounds,
i hope u will still remember the girl
hu laughs over e slightest tings,
the girl hu went crazy after she got her maths sums right.
the girl hu 'fights' for her A`s.
the girl whom u always say " DETERMINED"
and
"STUBBORN"
ok,im wondering wads so rong wif me,
y m i so depressed,
tired
YAWNS
i`ll luk forward to wed,when mr rafeek tells us our results.
im not expecting anyting fantastic or anyting,im tired of expecting anyting fr me.